Friday, August 12, 2005


I've had a really weird fnurky day today. I was hungover this morning and trying to work, which is never good, but I did manage to get a lot done. I then went to view 2 flats and got messed around by estate agents who are driving me up the wall at the moment. I still have nowhere to live but will try again tomorrow. I spent the whole day not wanting to go out tonight right up till about 8pm when I decided I really wanted to go out dancing, and now I'm sitting watching Big Brother and feeling lonely which is weird because I have loads of friends who I've seen a lot recently. I guess I still have a long way to go to get used to living alone - but then at other times today I've been quite excited about it. Hmmmmmm.

I really want to go dancing!


Lu said...

Out of interest, what does "Fnurk" actually mean? Hope you're feeling better today :)

Sarah said...

Fnurk is one of my words and means a combination of depressed, listless, really wanting to get up & do something but not wanting to do anything you can think of that you could possibly do, and generally really wanting something undefinable that you just can't have. Feeling fnurky never happens in the morning.

Yes I am feeling much better today thankyou, and am enjoying cuddling up indoors away from the nasty weather, listening to the Ny-Lon soundtrack and looking up albums by all the good bands that are on it. Hmm, methinks some spending may be happening soon! :o)

Naomi said...

Retail therapy rocks! Definitely one of the top ways to feel better. Glad you're feeling better but hugs anyway!xx